The Brainwaves In My Mind.

Common but unknown.

2011-04-11T08:57:00.002-07:00

BORRRIIIINNGG NYERRR....
Beeen awhile since i last blog...
You know what, i feel uncomfortable blogging now compared to last time...

Last time i used to blog wateva i feel like blogging FREELY... but NOW...
its like i have to write something i feel is expected from others...
Like..... i wanna act smart in front of my friends like Darren, yen, jord, and others and also i dont wanna lose to that stevo supremo...
Typical peanng boy --> kiasu..

Its like a psychological term called observer bias.... I tend to act according to expectation from others.. What nowadays people call drama...
Not only here, in life as well... not just me... many people does it too... its an inherited instinctive survival act of adaptation *fuhhhhhhh! Darren! Beat that punk!*
i guess = ="...

Dont cha think so? In our lives, things we often do or say are mostly based on people around us..

When you see a HOT CHick... You dont go : Hello there, u are smoking HOt.. Phewit...
You'll probably : *act cool* turn to her then turn away... When she comes near.. U'll try to speak louder to ur friends or crack a random joke.. = ="

(shit, come to think about it, its my tactics.. kinda lame!)
or

When you are in driving in the car with ur mom, you dont speed... and nearly hit something you dont go shouting : Le ma Stupid farker dunno how to drive ar? Blind ar? eyes at buttock ar?
You might say : aww, pity that uncle... i was probably in his blind spot...
or
With your friends, when they expected u as macho and brave...
Things that you probably wont say : I dont wanna go up that roller coaster.. damn scary OR yerrr that toilet has got so many insects...

Try to imagine, if erasing everyone you KNOW or even met before in this life of yours...
What are you?
seriosly, what am i without people around me.. The decisions i make in my life probably different..
*if u realized, i use the word probably quite often*

Everything change every moment, now me and later me is different.....
Different doesn't mean completely different --> Junior A to Steve B .. *NO*
I may have certain preference towards something now, maybe after writing this, it changes....

The reason why i bring this up is, i found out that people are too attached to everything.. (me too)

Thinking that things are always the same...

"If you like something, like it to the fullest at that moment, but don't bring it to the next.Let the feelings in the next moment tell u what to do." - Junior Boy

Word Of The Day - Appreciation.

2010-10-08T12:13:00.000-07:00

Talking about appreciation.

Count out how many things or person have u ever appreciate during their present?
DON'T continue reading until you really count.
Not just feel happy about it/him/her but appreciate.

Definition of Appreciation:

Recognition of the quality, value, significance, or magnitude of people and things.
An expression of gratitude!

I felt sad that as i tried to crack my mind to recall any, i realize NONE.

I may have been happy for their existences, but never appreciate them.

Give a moment for urself to think of something u love the most in ur life going missing or disappear.
May be it a person or an object.

One evening after my bball game, i sat in the car thinking of "someone" that have been with me for so long YET i dont seem to recognize their existence in my life ,died.

CHOiii..... no other intention but just to feel it.

I felt very sad and regret.

But after that... it was amazing...
Since then i start to appreciate people or things that i once owned, still owning, and even those that i have not own...
They are there, ur eyes sees it, but ur mind don't.......
START APPRECIATING everything you have.... U'll be much more happier that way.

Simply by telling them you care for them and appreciate what they did for u.

"If what you want is what u already have, there's nothing left for u to be sad about." - Junior Boy

Comfort Zone

2010-09-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

"What we do now, are habits we learned before."
Try noticing every action of your daily routine.

Amazingly i realized mine is a REPITITION.
Yes! derived from the word REPEAT.

When i wake up, the 1st thing ill do is reach to my phone.

Then ill get up and walk to the toilet, using my right hand, i open the door.

And my left hand grabs the toothpaste while my right hand gets my toothbrush.
After brushing, ill pass the toothbrush to the left hand while my right hand collects water to rinse my mouth.

Our human body works in a way that it will use the FASTEST and LEAST ENERGY consuming method to function. It is better known as HABIT.
*its almost every action we made, not specifically brushing teeth = ="

By doing so, we are stuck and blinded in our COMFORT ZONE.

We won't be seeing things as in "WHAT IF".

What i'm trying to say is, when our mind uses lesser energy to function, in conclusion, we learn lesser.

That's the reason why *for right handed people* our right hand is quicker and more flexible than our left one. Imagine if both our hands are as good. Fuuhhhh.. = =" Not only hands, both our left and right brains are working as well...

THEREFORE:

Try doing things the opposite way from what you are doing all this while.
Its kinda fun thou.
As for me, I tried doing things with only one arm yesterday. My left arm.
DAMN... i didn't know how stiff it is until yesterday. Especially when i tried to unzip my bag.

Hmmmm... Talking bout COMFORT ZONE.
To me, it is a very dangerous state of living. When u're in it, u'll never thought of stepping out.

It is important to understand the nature of it. As it leads to no improvement.

When ure out of it, that's when you LEARN.

"Step out of your comfort zone, and help others get into their, then guide them to do the same as you." - Jr ; ) Nyek nyek nyek....

The Awaken Of Junior.

2010-09-03T03:25:00.001-07:00

[Eminem]

Guesss whoooseee backk.... back agaaiiinnnnn...♫ Junior's back...tell a friend....♪

Hahahaa... it took me 30MINS to start blogging..
1st - i forgot my password..
2nd - its been a loooonggg time, therefore i dunno how to start a new post.. *yeah go ahead and laugh*

3rd - I got stuck searching for the font sizing.

Anyway. the reason why im blogging again is:
1st - All my friends are freaking blogging everyday.

2nd - It makes me feel outdated.

3rd - My friends says my blog Rusty dy.

Hmm... Actually, come to think about it.. Blogging is actually beneficial..

1st - You get to share articles or links.
2nd - you get to share ur life stories which also works as life reflection which helps self growth in a way..

3rd - You can indirectly "shoot" people... *; ) its not my intention thou*

4th - One of the best part is you get to express openly and freely about what u feel or think. BEING YOURSELF.

Okay. So...

A very good evening to the honourable judges, teachers and my fellow friends. Today i would like to talk about a story call "3 Little Boy".
Once upon a time there live 3 little boy in the dessert which so happen to be Indian, Malay and Chinese (= =)". They lived under a tall tree.. They climb on each other to pluck fruits from the trees in order to survive. As time passes, they grew up. Now, they are tall enough to get their own fruits but these 3 man didn't live their own seperate lifes as they know if they help each other, their life will be more prosper and comfortable. Therefore, 1 man gets the fruits, another man builds a roof out of the branches to protect them from the sun, and another man uses dry leafs to use as matts on the sand.

Actually i want to talk about Malaysia. ==" The country is so beautiful but the people in it is not... Not all but majority..

Can we stay in peace Malaysians? I mean you and I. Whoever you are. Chinese or Malay or Indian. We can sit and chat about so many things that we wouldn't know of. Instead of saying things which are unpleasant to hear or think.
"World peace starts from ourselves."

When will this day come? That if we see each other on the streets or any dark lorong, no matter what race or color or religion we are, we can greet each other with a hug and say : Sudah makan? or Saptti yar? or Chiak Pa Bui?

1♥Malaysia

=))

SEE! WHO TOLD YOU I WONT BE SENDING U OFF..
COME ON..! Don't measure friend with my sleeping time.

hahaaha.. thanks your daddy for the coffee and the advise =)

He is very KNOWLEDGEABLE.

Anyway.. Leonie!! Bye bye =(( gonna miss u.... take care in Canada.
''This ain't goodbye , this is just a see-you-later .'' - Junior
(from ur blog)

BE BACK QUICK aite..

Try one more time and see?

SUPER BIG HUGGIES FOR YOU~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~

Rojak Events =D

2009-08-20T19:37:00.000-07:00

1. Shaun's Bday
Stayed at bayview hotel
(maine blog about it ady on my blog tat day so i wont go in details d)

Pic of me tat day = =" (sohai)

2. College Life

On the way to college, i saw a LOVE SHAPED CLOUD in the midle of the empty sky.

WOW =D

Last day of 1st semester *wink*

3. Ancient ARMOURED CAR

Me and the gang (shaun, Jj, Leon, Siew yee, Kent and ying feng ) went to GIANT bhind my house... Bought some Weopon and armor (from toy section)
WE HAD A GREAT WAR AT THE car park = ="
examples of weopons : plastic arrow and bow, plastic swords, plastic shield, plastic "bomb"

*OFF TO WAR* RARR!!!

4. CAmpfire night at Batu Feringghi

NOt much pics available.. in fact none...
hahaha
we had a campfire and sorta barbeque at batu feringhi beach..
Eg: BBQ marshmallow, ham, hot dogs, potato and bla bla bla....
everyone of us had the light stripes thingy that nite..
=D

Guess Whose Back =)

2009-08-20T18:41:00.000-07:00

Finally Junior the lazy bum is back..

Been busy recently.. But i always thot of bloging, its jz tat i couldnt dig out some time for bloging..
*BLOGING TAKES MUCH TIME*

Anyways, im back.. *Crowd Applause and Cheers*
Thank u, thank u, far too kind..

I have whole loads of things to tell.. erhhh....
Let me start on the day where all of us will rmb...

*The Day We Lost Our Legendary Michael Jackson*

*1 minute mourn*

OK lets continue and put the sad moments aside.

hmmmm lets seee watsup on tat day?
oh yahhh... i went to sunway tat night.. its late.. about 10:00p.m. & all the shops are goin to close.
BUT guesss wat.. SPEEDY ( CD shop ) was packed and full of people just because they played the THRILLER - by MJ
AWwwwwww, Malaysians are so LOVING.. =S

*R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON*

Born in 28 August 1958 (1 year minus 3 days after merdeka)

9 siblings including MJ himself

At age 5, Mike and his brothers were the amazing 'Jackson 5'

By age 11, Mike was a Superstar

At age 13, he went solo

At age 14, had 1st hit with "Ben" (a touching love song to a rat) *huh???*

Mike gets his nose slightly narrowed and his eyebrows shaped (plastic surgery)
This was his "Thriller Era" which made him smokin HOT

Some in the Black community made comments about him having a problem with his African-Americanlooks and making his nose more "White".

He was humble and grateful for his fame and his fans' appreciation

He made hit after hit, celebrated music videos one after another, sealed obscenely huge record sales and contracts

$ponsorship deals with Pepsi

People stood in line at 1AM to purchase "Thriller" when it came out, even though the store didn't open until 9 AM. *See HOW POWERFUL MICHAEL's InFLuence?*

"King Of Pop" left the world on 25 June 2009

ON BEHALF OF ME AND MY FRIENDS I WOULD LIKE TO SEND THIS:

*heeee heeee*

- JUNIOR © -

Junior The Lazy Bum

2009-07-24T10:44:00.000-07:00

Hi loves! It's Maine here helping Junior to blog.
Cause obviously this boy here, (yep, right beside me) is a lazy bum bum. It's official.

Today, we're all gathered here for a sleepover @ The Bayview Beach Hotel.
Shaun's 18th Birthday Celebration. But his real birthday = next Tues.
So, just now, went swimming, then walked around @ the beach.
Walked to Sunset Bistro just now. We were so freaking lost. Walked and walked and walked,...
A lot of walking involve, yes.
But still, we found it at last.

Had dinner. Then obviously I, Maine wanted to go "shopping". :D
So the rest followed. Got some ice then came back to the suite! Yes, 2 freaking suites!!
Played cards, drank, then now daring each other to do stupid things.
It's the sick game. Oh yes. That was what Junior said.

Well, like I always say,
the night is still young.

Good night, loves!

30th May

2009-05-31T23:46:00.000-07:00

30th May - Me and 2 other monkeys
( hanzhun & phang ) went riding bicy =)

its kinda tiring thou coz we rode on da highway wich has ups and downhill.

goshhh wtf.. how do ppl DO BLOGING.
im like ntg to say d. pffftt..
anyway.. we went to pantai bersih...
and on the way there , theres some simply bastard ppl riding motorcycle passing us and kacau kacau la..
hahaha..

i shouted WOOHHOOOO so COOL!! and the whole gang turn back and loook at me..
and im like * THUMBS UP* to them = ="
hahaha~~
nyek nyek ; ) i dont wanna get bash up in the midle of the highway xD
then otw back , we stop at a roadside *so called famous* rojak stall.

At night, me and mom attend a wedding dinner at sunway convention centre.
kinda bored coz all old ppl.
Met auntie jenifer kim and chat about studies.
OH YA~ met this uncle (duno wat name) asking me to do homestay - its like taking care of sumbody from japan for a month then my turn to go overseas and stay for a month~
*IM so LOOKING forward To it*

Had a couple jug of beer tat nite then went home.

-JUNIOR ©-

Here Comes The newbie

2009-05-27T20:41:00.000-07:00

Wont be active for the start... =)